Tried exceptionally hard today. Gave two shits, I really did. Still, not 100% right. Will never be 100% right.
Sick of spending money and forever to go a place I didn’t want to go. Sick of not knowing how to get out of it and not end up so much more worse off.
Am quite sure I am on the road towards several heartbreaks. I’m tossing this glass heart about over a marble floor and eventually, I won’t be able to catch it.